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Ok, feeling a little shitty, so here it goes.
Fuck this whole place, and fuck everybody in it. I don't know why I bother with the people I hang out and see almost daily. I don't even know what I want to say right now. I've decided to just finally say fuck it. Fuck being with anybody at this moment, even if I have feelings for them, shits not going to work out because of everything going on right now. Now that I'm thinking of it, Fuck the people I want to be with. Fuck my band, I don't want to go play with my mind so full of everything that isn't music. I'm about to just say fuck it completely on the whole band. The only getaways I can use are school and work, because I'm not enjoying much else anymore. People say stupid shit, people pass it, I say shit, it gets passed, everybody hates eachother. I wish I was hanging with Spencer, or Rob, or Brian, or Jesse. I'm sorry to those who are even bothering to read this. I just need to vent and I don't want to explode in someone's face. Sorry to Lisa, I totally want to see you and go to the show, but I don't even know what is going on. I feel like shit. I'm going to go smoke a cigarette and pass out afterwards. I know I'll feel better in the morning.
And I'm sorry to those who wasted 5 minutes reading this.
Fuck this whole place, and fuck everybody in it. I don't know why I bother with the people I hang out and see almost daily. I don't even know what I want to say right now. I've decided to just finally say fuck it. Fuck being with anybody at this moment, even if I have feelings for them, shits not going to work out because of everything going on right now. Now that I'm thinking of it, Fuck the people I want to be with. Fuck my band, I don't want to go play with my mind so full of everything that isn't music. I'm about to just say fuck it completely on the whole band. The only getaways I can use are school and work, because I'm not enjoying much else anymore. People say stupid shit, people pass it, I say shit, it gets passed, everybody hates eachother. I wish I was hanging with Spencer, or Rob, or Brian, or Jesse. I'm sorry to those who are even bothering to read this. I just need to vent and I don't want to explode in someone's face. Sorry to Lisa, I totally want to see you and go to the show, but I don't even know what is going on. I feel like shit. I'm going to go smoke a cigarette and pass out afterwards. I know I'll feel better in the morning.
And I'm sorry to those who wasted 5 minutes reading this.