white is for our cleansed soul

[godsquadsuicide]

i feel like i am fighting an ongoing losing battle(in a not so cliche or realistic sense) every night. i re-enact this loss of hope. then in the morning i bring it back just so i may lose it again by nightfall. it's like going from 6 to 80 every 24 hours. how the time can go by, unnoticed, unappreciated, undesired. i jump to suspicion and anger so

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[4mbience]

i don't understand... you can't fail me. no one can fail anyone. because in the end... everyone is alone, single, identified only by themselves. this way, you can bubble yourself up and never reach out... and still be the same. but just by reaching out... saying something, talking to someone, taking a step outside, you have changed something.

you have no idea how alone i feel all the time. however, it's those little interactions i have with people i don't know on the street, random conversations, that make me feel closer to people. since i have always felt there were people, and then myself. and then there are some other people, where i can point my finger and say, "i love that person, and that other person..." never "them", they are all individual people... and i think about how they have helped me, and that is why i try my best to help others... because we are always helping each other... passing it along.

how ironic, through all of that we are still so alone...
yet you are your own, and that is power.

if you only simply realized you didn't fail anyone, anything, yourself, life, maybe, hopefully, you won't feel alone anymore. God bless you..

my heart felt like it was going to explode at your words, luv.

[godsquadsuicide]

i'm so very lucky.
seriously though.
i feel like liquid motion simply traveling from one thing to the next.
that's the only way to describe myself
kinetic liquid.

i am glad for you being in my life after all these years....