hooray for angst! (yoinked from emmy)
My angst tastes like...
Black Licorice
Find your angst's flavor
i wasn't aware that angst was full of flavorful goodness of any variety, but...cool then.
edit: well, as long as i'm stealing surveys from emmy, i might as well steal the whole shebang.
What is your name?: leah christine
Are you named after anyone?: my great-grandma
What's your screename?: godspark15, dorkymidgetqueen, psychoticdreamgirl
Would you name a child of yours after you?: *laugh* no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: no clue
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: uh... i'll get back to you on that one.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: they pronounce it "lee" and "lay-uh" a lot. there've been some funky misspellings, too. my favorite was probably leih. LEIH? c'mon, people!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I'd change it.
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight
Single?: Nope
If not, do you want to be?: nooooo way.
Birthdate:: january 19
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: probably about six
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: almost 5'2
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: very much so
Hair color:: dark brown
Happy with it?: sure
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: stuck with the parentals until i get back to my dorm
Your family: too huge to mention.
Have any pets?: a fish, three dogs and four cats at mom's, plus about a zillion cats, yorkies, and sugar gliders at dad's
Whats your job?: student. i'm not a librarian anymore after today.
Piercings?: just the ears
Tattoos?: maybe eventually.
Obsessions?: not really. 'cept for my dork.
Addictions?: chocolate, books, and my dork.
Do you speak another language?: i know a little spanish and some latin.
Have a favorite quote?: this above all, to thine own self be true. and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man --polonius, hamlet
Do you have a webpage?: you're lookin' at it.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: yep. i have too short of a memory to live in the past, and i'm too impulsive to think of the future in advance.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: mostly. unless a particular other happens to be an idiot.
Do you have any secrets?: you bet your boots.
Do you hate yourself?: rarely.
Do you like your handwriting?: not really
Do you have any bad habits?: yep.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: they like to say i can sing. *shrug* i guess...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: uh...tales of a 19-year-old loser?
What's your biggest fear?: losing a loved one
Can you sing?: that's what i've heard...
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: *lol* no
Are you a loner?: not most of the time.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to prepare for the future and make the most of right now.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i guess.
Are you a daredevil?: *lol* i like to try to be... skydiving's definitely on my list of things i want to do before i die.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i fear my temper sometimes.
Are you passive or agressive?: passive-aggressive. the worst kind.
Do you have a journal?: sure do.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: i can always think of the right thing to say.
Weakness: i usually can't think of that exact thing until about 2 days after it needed to be said.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i'd be physically stronger.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not really. but i can fake it when i have to.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: absolutely. but i'm stronger in general from the lumps and bumps, so it's ok.
Do you think life has been good so far?: i guess it evens out... sure, why not?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't ever pass up an opportunity to tell someone you love exactly how you feel.
What do you like the most about your body?: honestly? probably my boobs. they aren't nonexistent, but they don't get in the way. it's close between them and my j.lo booty.
And least?: thighs, without question.
Do you think you are good looking?: not sexpot spectacular, but... cute enough, i suppose.
Are you confident?: not usually.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: mia from the princess diaries. except for the whole princess thing.
Are you perceived wrongly?: very often, yes.
Do You...
Smoke?: nope.
Do drugs?: nope.
Read the newspaper?: just the interesting parts.
Pray?: not as much as i should
Go to church?: Yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: depends what mood i'm in.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: used to. then i gave bob the cow to larry and stole his red blanket.
Take walks in the rain?: who doesn't?
Talk to people even though you hate them?: not if i can avoid it.
Drive?: if i have to
Like to drive fast?: only when i'm pissed off
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sure, why not...
Hurt yourself?: not intentionally
Been out of the country?: only if canada when i was 3 years old counts.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: mmhmm
Been in love?: good Lord, yes.
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: *evil grin* not recently.
Had a medical emergency?: yep. broke an arm when i was 7, almost went blind when i was 15, and let's not get started on all the serious head-injuries i had when i was a child.
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: not that i recall
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no. had plenty of threats, though
Beaten someone up?: no.
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes indeed.
Slept outdoors?: yep. love it.
Thought about suicide?: yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: Yeah
If yes, what is your record?: uh... i'm a pansy. it was probably around 30 hours.
Gone one day without food?: yes. it was torture.
Talked on the phone all night?: most definitely.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: mmhmm
Slept all day?: after prom and after the library lock-in.
Killed someone?: not as far as you know...
Made out with a stranger?: uh. let's say NO to that one.
Had sex with a stranger?: *cringe* see above.
Thought you're going crazy?: always.
Kissed the same sex?: not really.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: lordy, yes.
Had a dream that came true?: almost.
Broken the law?: hehehe...nothing life-threatening
Met a famous person?: not that bloody famous, unless you're heavy into local news or christian music. sam from bleach bumped into me once.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yes.
On purpose?: Just bugs.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes
Stolen anything?: um, when i was a really little kid, yes.
Been on radio/tv?: yep. national, even. orange bowl halftime show
Been in a mosh-pit?: heck yeah.
Had a nervous breakdown?: nope. come close, though
Bungee jumped?: not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yep.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: sure, why not... why would God make all that space and not put anyone but us in it?
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: to a very limited point...
Magic?: yes. again, only to a limited point.
God?: Yes
Satan?: Yes
Santa?: hehe no
Ghosts?: don't know
Luck?: not really
Love at first sight?: nope
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: dunno. but one definitely isn't as appreciable without the other.
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no, man. haven't you heard the disciple song? the bunny's dead!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not exactly
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: not really... especially not what a lot of people pass off as christianity. good thing that isn't the real thing.
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven, hell, or just plain oblivion. not fully formed on my belief there.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes. i wouldn't trade 'em for anything.
Who is your best friend?: that's hard to say. janna, squish, larry...
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: larry, easily. he knows me better than *i* do.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: don't take life too seriously. no one survives it anyway.
Your favourite inside joke?: oh, that one's easy... "oh shit! oh my god!"
Thing you're picked on most about?: Being forgetful or clumsy.
Who's your longest known friend?: jenny, i do believe.
Newest?: tollie's little brother
Shyest?: adam
Funniest?: tie between josh and larry
Sweetest?: janna
Closest?: larry (hey now, he counts as a friend...)
Weirdest?: i have to pick just one? that's impossible...
Smartest?: Nicky
Ditziest?: *rofl* janna.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: probably kelly.
Last person you talked to online?: laury
Who do you talk to most online?: either lish or laury
Who are you on the phone with most?: larry
Who do you trust most?: larry
Who listens to your problems?: usually larry or cara
Who do you fight most with?: *lol* also larry.
Who's the nicest?: that's a tough call.
Who's the most outgoing?: emma
Who's the best singer?: uh... chanel, janna, the list goes on...
Who's on your shit-list?: *laugh* no comment.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: i'm gonna plead the 5th on that one.
Who's your second family?: the muses, the brewsters and the fettingers
Do you always feel understood?: oh, that's just funny.
Who's the loudest friend?: all of them.
Do you trust others easily?: not like i used to, that's for darn sure.
Who's house were you last at?: adam's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: larry. duh.
Do your friends know you?: for the most part.
Friend that lives farthest away:: candice, i think.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no way
What do you find romantic?: starlit nights, pretty music, candy, silk, flowers.
Turn-on?: skinny dorky guys, eyeliner
Turn-off?: disrespect, chauvinism, refusal to take responsibility, bad hygeine
First kiss?: *laughs* that would be fulcher, actually...
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: like an ordinary day.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: absolutely
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: you mean it isn't? that's news to me...
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: that's subjective. some people think larry's quite physically unattractive. i say they're nuts.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i rarely notice it if they do.
What is best about the opposite sex?: they're just so... comforting. i don't really know.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: trying to get their attention in the presence of a nice car/computer/prettier girl
What's the last present someone gave you?: a rubber band ball, post-its, push-pins, and sharpies from melanie! melanie rocks the hizzouse!
Are you in love?: very much so
Do you consider your significant other hot?: you bet your sweet arse i do.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: no one i'd like to mention.
You wanted to kill?: literally kill? devyn. easy. good thing i'm over that one.
That you laughed at?: teresa
That laughed at you?: melanie, i think
That turned you on?: larry. duh.
You went shopping with?: larry
That broke your heart?: *lol* also larry.
To disappoint you?: that would probably also be larry.
To ask you out?: heh. i would hope that's also larry.
To make you cry?: also larry
To brighten up your day?: see above
That you thought about?: see above
You saw a movie with?: see above (man, this is getting repetitive...)
You talked to on the phone?: cassie
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: lisha
You saw?: teresa
You lost?: *shrug* their loss. not mine.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: i'm working actually. i will after i get off work.
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no. with my girls from high school.
What are you wearing right now?: black tshirt, patterned skirt
Body part you're touching right now:: none, you sicko!
What are you worried about right now?: larry being a military man
What book are you reading?: just turned in 'revolution from within' by gloria steinem. didn't have time to finish it before i go back to school.
What's on your mousepad?:nothing, i don't have one. Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: triumphant, cheerful, loved, slightly bored
Are you bored?: *lol* yes, i just said that.
Are you tired?: No
Are you talking to anyone online?: No
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: No
and finally it's done.
Black Licorice
Find your angst's flavor
i wasn't aware that angst was full of flavorful goodness of any variety, but...cool then.
edit: well, as long as i'm stealing surveys from emmy, i might as well steal the whole shebang.
What is your name?: leah christine
Are you named after anyone?: my great-grandma
What's your screename?: godspark15, dorkymidgetqueen, psychoticdreamgirl
Would you name a child of yours after you?: *laugh* no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: no clue
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: uh... i'll get back to you on that one.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: they pronounce it "lee" and "lay-uh" a lot. there've been some funky misspellings, too. my favorite was probably leih. LEIH? c'mon, people!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I'd change it.
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight
Single?: Nope
If not, do you want to be?: nooooo way.
Birthdate:: january 19
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: probably about six
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: almost 5'2
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: very much so
Hair color:: dark brown
Happy with it?: sure
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: stuck with the parentals until i get back to my dorm
Your family: too huge to mention.
Have any pets?: a fish, three dogs and four cats at mom's, plus about a zillion cats, yorkies, and sugar gliders at dad's
Whats your job?: student. i'm not a librarian anymore after today.
Piercings?: just the ears
Tattoos?: maybe eventually.
Obsessions?: not really. 'cept for my dork.
Addictions?: chocolate, books, and my dork.
Do you speak another language?: i know a little spanish and some latin.
Have a favorite quote?: this above all, to thine own self be true. and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man --polonius, hamlet
Do you have a webpage?: you're lookin' at it.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: yep. i have too short of a memory to live in the past, and i'm too impulsive to think of the future in advance.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: mostly. unless a particular other happens to be an idiot.
Do you have any secrets?: you bet your boots.
Do you hate yourself?: rarely.
Do you like your handwriting?: not really
Do you have any bad habits?: yep.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: they like to say i can sing. *shrug* i guess...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: uh...tales of a 19-year-old loser?
What's your biggest fear?: losing a loved one
Can you sing?: that's what i've heard...
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: *lol* no
Are you a loner?: not most of the time.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to prepare for the future and make the most of right now.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i guess.
Are you a daredevil?: *lol* i like to try to be... skydiving's definitely on my list of things i want to do before i die.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i fear my temper sometimes.
Are you passive or agressive?: passive-aggressive. the worst kind.
Do you have a journal?: sure do.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: i can always think of the right thing to say.
Weakness: i usually can't think of that exact thing until about 2 days after it needed to be said.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i'd be physically stronger.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not really. but i can fake it when i have to.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: absolutely. but i'm stronger in general from the lumps and bumps, so it's ok.
Do you think life has been good so far?: i guess it evens out... sure, why not?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don't ever pass up an opportunity to tell someone you love exactly how you feel.
What do you like the most about your body?: honestly? probably my boobs. they aren't nonexistent, but they don't get in the way. it's close between them and my j.lo booty.
And least?: thighs, without question.
Do you think you are good looking?: not sexpot spectacular, but... cute enough, i suppose.
Are you confident?: not usually.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: mia from the princess diaries. except for the whole princess thing.
Are you perceived wrongly?: very often, yes.
Do You...
Smoke?: nope.
Do drugs?: nope.
Read the newspaper?: just the interesting parts.
Pray?: not as much as i should
Go to church?: Yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: depends what mood i'm in.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: used to. then i gave bob the cow to larry and stole his red blanket.
Take walks in the rain?: who doesn't?
Talk to people even though you hate them?: not if i can avoid it.
Drive?: if i have to
Like to drive fast?: only when i'm pissed off
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sure, why not...
Hurt yourself?: not intentionally
Been out of the country?: only if canada when i was 3 years old counts.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: mmhmm
Been in love?: good Lord, yes.
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: *evil grin* not recently.
Had a medical emergency?: yep. broke an arm when i was 7, almost went blind when i was 15, and let's not get started on all the serious head-injuries i had when i was a child.
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: not that i recall
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no. had plenty of threats, though
Beaten someone up?: no.
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes indeed.
Slept outdoors?: yep. love it.
Thought about suicide?: yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: Yeah
If yes, what is your record?: uh... i'm a pansy. it was probably around 30 hours.
Gone one day without food?: yes. it was torture.
Talked on the phone all night?: most definitely.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: mmhmm
Slept all day?: after prom and after the library lock-in.
Killed someone?: not as far as you know...
Made out with a stranger?: uh. let's say NO to that one.
Had sex with a stranger?: *cringe* see above.
Thought you're going crazy?: always.
Kissed the same sex?: not really.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: lordy, yes.
Had a dream that came true?: almost.
Broken the law?: hehehe...nothing life-threatening
Met a famous person?: not that bloody famous, unless you're heavy into local news or christian music. sam from bleach bumped into me once.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yes.
On purpose?: Just bugs.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes
Stolen anything?: um, when i was a really little kid, yes.
Been on radio/tv?: yep. national, even. orange bowl halftime show
Been in a mosh-pit?: heck yeah.
Had a nervous breakdown?: nope. come close, though
Bungee jumped?: not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yep.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: sure, why not... why would God make all that space and not put anyone but us in it?
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: to a very limited point...
Magic?: yes. again, only to a limited point.
God?: Yes
Satan?: Yes
Santa?: hehe no
Ghosts?: don't know
Luck?: not really
Love at first sight?: nope
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: dunno. but one definitely isn't as appreciable without the other.
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no, man. haven't you heard the disciple song? the bunny's dead!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not exactly
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: not really... especially not what a lot of people pass off as christianity. good thing that isn't the real thing.
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven, hell, or just plain oblivion. not fully formed on my belief there.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes. i wouldn't trade 'em for anything.
Who is your best friend?: that's hard to say. janna, squish, larry...
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: larry, easily. he knows me better than *i* do.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: don't take life too seriously. no one survives it anyway.
Your favourite inside joke?: oh, that one's easy... "oh shit! oh my god!"
Thing you're picked on most about?: Being forgetful or clumsy.
Who's your longest known friend?: jenny, i do believe.
Newest?: tollie's little brother
Shyest?: adam
Funniest?: tie between josh and larry
Sweetest?: janna
Closest?: larry (hey now, he counts as a friend...)
Weirdest?: i have to pick just one? that's impossible...
Smartest?: Nicky
Ditziest?: *rofl* janna.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: probably kelly.
Last person you talked to online?: laury
Who do you talk to most online?: either lish or laury
Who are you on the phone with most?: larry
Who do you trust most?: larry
Who listens to your problems?: usually larry or cara
Who do you fight most with?: *lol* also larry.
Who's the nicest?: that's a tough call.
Who's the most outgoing?: emma
Who's the best singer?: uh... chanel, janna, the list goes on...
Who's on your shit-list?: *laugh* no comment.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: i'm gonna plead the 5th on that one.
Who's your second family?: the muses, the brewsters and the fettingers
Do you always feel understood?: oh, that's just funny.
Who's the loudest friend?: all of them.
Do you trust others easily?: not like i used to, that's for darn sure.
Who's house were you last at?: adam's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: larry. duh.
Do your friends know you?: for the most part.
Friend that lives farthest away:: candice, i think.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no way
What do you find romantic?: starlit nights, pretty music, candy, silk, flowers.
Turn-on?: skinny dorky guys, eyeliner
Turn-off?: disrespect, chauvinism, refusal to take responsibility, bad hygeine
First kiss?: *laughs* that would be fulcher, actually...
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: like an ordinary day.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: absolutely
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: you mean it isn't? that's news to me...
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: that's subjective. some people think larry's quite physically unattractive. i say they're nuts.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i rarely notice it if they do.
What is best about the opposite sex?: they're just so... comforting. i don't really know.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: trying to get their attention in the presence of a nice car/computer/prettier girl
What's the last present someone gave you?: a rubber band ball, post-its, push-pins, and sharpies from melanie! melanie rocks the hizzouse!
Are you in love?: very much so
Do you consider your significant other hot?: you bet your sweet arse i do.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: no one i'd like to mention.
You wanted to kill?: literally kill? devyn. easy. good thing i'm over that one.
That you laughed at?: teresa
That laughed at you?: melanie, i think
That turned you on?: larry. duh.
You went shopping with?: larry
That broke your heart?: *lol* also larry.
To disappoint you?: that would probably also be larry.
To ask you out?: heh. i would hope that's also larry.
To make you cry?: also larry
To brighten up your day?: see above
That you thought about?: see above
You saw a movie with?: see above (man, this is getting repetitive...)
You talked to on the phone?: cassie
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: lisha
You saw?: teresa
You lost?: *shrug* their loss. not mine.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: i'm working actually. i will after i get off work.
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no. with my girls from high school.
What are you wearing right now?: black tshirt, patterned skirt
Body part you're touching right now:: none, you sicko!
What are you worried about right now?: larry being a military man
What book are you reading?: just turned in 'revolution from within' by gloria steinem. didn't have time to finish it before i go back to school.
What's on your mousepad?:nothing, i don't have one. Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: triumphant, cheerful, loved, slightly bored
Are you bored?: *lol* yes, i just said that.
Are you tired?: No
Are you talking to anyone online?: No
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: No
and finally it's done.