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I'm very tired. It's been a short week, figuratively and literally, but it's taken a lot out of me. Almost over though.
I deposited $240 in the bank today, two weeks worth of pay. Well, they were weeks short a few hours, but still not bad.
I've been reading this novel Steppenwolf that I'm in love with. At first, I was drawn to the title, wolf of the desert. But after reading it, I get the feeling that something drew me to the book, some cosmic power. Coincedence probably. It's just put into words a lot of things I've believed inherantly. For instance (paraphrased): I would rather feel the very devil himself burning in me than contentment. I long for strong emotions, whether love or pain. I never want to feel content, I want to feel challenged, hurt, loved, love, anything. When your days achieve a merry order of contentment, you cease living and merely exist. I'm born to live, not exist. Rocks, exist, I'm better than a rock.
I'm entering the L. Ron Hubbard Future Writers of America contest. I'll keep you guys updated on how that goes.
Things to look forward to: Edge Fest, The Toasters, new tattoo, Jenny every day I can see her.
I deposited $240 in the bank today, two weeks worth of pay. Well, they were weeks short a few hours, but still not bad.
I've been reading this novel Steppenwolf that I'm in love with. At first, I was drawn to the title, wolf of the desert. But after reading it, I get the feeling that something drew me to the book, some cosmic power. Coincedence probably. It's just put into words a lot of things I've believed inherantly. For instance (paraphrased): I would rather feel the very devil himself burning in me than contentment. I long for strong emotions, whether love or pain. I never want to feel content, I want to feel challenged, hurt, loved, love, anything. When your days achieve a merry order of contentment, you cease living and merely exist. I'm born to live, not exist. Rocks, exist, I'm better than a rock.
I'm entering the L. Ron Hubbard Future Writers of America contest. I'll keep you guys updated on how that goes.
Things to look forward to: Edge Fest, The Toasters, new tattoo, Jenny every day I can see her.