Sigh
How do you come out to someone and tell them how you truly feel? Let's see where to begin, once again I feel like my boyfriend doesn't want to be with me. Come on, if a person seriously enjoys the company of his/her significant other, wouldn't they do all that they can to be with that person? Sometimes I feel as if my boyfriend doesn't want to be around me, or once again that question pops up into my head...is he ashamed of my age? I don't know, maybe I'm thinking too much into it. But there are so many other questions that ponder my mind, and I want to talk to him about it, but I don't want him to think that I don't like being with him and that I don't trust him. Sigh.... I have no clue what to do. I seriously like this guy a lot, everyone see's us together for a long time. I wish I knew what the future holds. I won't deny the fact that I enjoy his company, like I said he makes me happy. I guess I have to go by each day, and slowly bring it to his attention.
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On the other side, I was hit on by three black guys and three white guys, and it was creepy as hell. I was at the mall wit Jenny and these group of guys started following us, and so I just played their little game and waived at them...Bad idea, because they followed us through out the mall. It was scary. Then I was in Kay B and saw I poked my head in the back to say hi to my boyfriend and I turn around and there was this big scary looking black dude behind me. He completely ignores Jenny and was checking me out and trying to see what I was up too....Thank GOD my boyfriend walked out in the nik of time because I jumped up into his arms and was whispering THANK YOU!!!! Then Jenny and I walk out of the store and my boyfriend said to come see him in a half an hour or so, when he finished unloading the trucks. So on our way back this other black guy started hitting on us on the way into Kay B. Oh man my nerves were shot, sigh, this bites ass...Well the third black guy was at the gas station, he pulled up with girlfriend and he walks up to the line checking me out...looking me up and down...GRRR I LIKE WHITE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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On the other side, I was hit on by three black guys and three white guys, and it was creepy as hell. I was at the mall wit Jenny and these group of guys started following us, and so I just played their little game and waived at them...Bad idea, because they followed us through out the mall. It was scary. Then I was in Kay B and saw I poked my head in the back to say hi to my boyfriend and I turn around and there was this big scary looking black dude behind me. He completely ignores Jenny and was checking me out and trying to see what I was up too....Thank GOD my boyfriend walked out in the nik of time because I jumped up into his arms and was whispering THANK YOU!!!! Then Jenny and I walk out of the store and my boyfriend said to come see him in a half an hour or so, when he finished unloading the trucks. So on our way back this other black guy started hitting on us on the way into Kay B. Oh man my nerves were shot, sigh, this bites ass...Well the third black guy was at the gas station, he pulled up with girlfriend and he walks up to the line checking me out...looking me up and down...GRRR I LIKE WHITE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!