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i hate life right now.
i dont really know who really does care for me and when they say that they do..
do they truely mean it?
i know im not the coolest, most popular or even prettiest gurl.
but i try and try to make good with ppl.
my words probably mean nothing to you.
lets recap how fucked up my day went. it wont sound depressing, but when your as stressed out as i am. it would be.
go home from my soccer game to jump in the shower and get ready for the movies with katy, barajas, and my danny.
well after spending almost two hours getting primped for my baby
i call him up and of course with my luck he doesnt answer.
before i got in the shower i talked to him and since his cell is turned off at the moment i told him not to leave his house (he didnt have any plans at the time to leave his house) so i would for sure be able to get ahold of him and be able to see him tonite.
well i call, and call, and call
but no answer. noone was home.
so i call up katy and tell her to go with out me bc i didnt want to be tagging along with her and her man.
so i txted vincent and he thought i was someone else and i asked if he wanted to chill and he said he did and would call me an hour later.
so he did and i gave him directions to my house
him and sean get here and he relized he had fucked up. which actually didnt make me mad. i thought the whole thing was hilarious.
buut before he got here danny called me and said he was over at grafas and didnt think he would be there long. i soo think all of this shit is a lie. he knew damn well that we had plans
and he knew i was pissed when i talked to him on the phone.
but i accept his appolagies (?) anyway.
then i get a call from my friend lauren and she and christy invited me to see the same movie but at 10:25 so i call my mom up thinking she would say yes since she can trust me with lauren an of course, i recieve a no. that its too late for me to go to a movie. even thought its a saturday nite.
so my plans are..
if i can find some one to pick me up later on tonight, im going to sneek out. i have no idea where the hell im going to go but i just need to drink.
i dont really know who really does care for me and when they say that they do..
do they truely mean it?
i know im not the coolest, most popular or even prettiest gurl.
but i try and try to make good with ppl.
my words probably mean nothing to you.
lets recap how fucked up my day went. it wont sound depressing, but when your as stressed out as i am. it would be.
go home from my soccer game to jump in the shower and get ready for the movies with katy, barajas, and my danny.
well after spending almost two hours getting primped for my baby
i call him up and of course with my luck he doesnt answer.
before i got in the shower i talked to him and since his cell is turned off at the moment i told him not to leave his house (he didnt have any plans at the time to leave his house) so i would for sure be able to get ahold of him and be able to see him tonite.
well i call, and call, and call
but no answer. noone was home.
so i call up katy and tell her to go with out me bc i didnt want to be tagging along with her and her man.
so i txted vincent and he thought i was someone else and i asked if he wanted to chill and he said he did and would call me an hour later.
so he did and i gave him directions to my house
him and sean get here and he relized he had fucked up. which actually didnt make me mad. i thought the whole thing was hilarious.
buut before he got here danny called me and said he was over at grafas and didnt think he would be there long. i soo think all of this shit is a lie. he knew damn well that we had plans
and he knew i was pissed when i talked to him on the phone.
but i accept his appolagies (?) anyway.
then i get a call from my friend lauren and she and christy invited me to see the same movie but at 10:25 so i call my mom up thinking she would say yes since she can trust me with lauren an of course, i recieve a no. that its too late for me to go to a movie. even thought its a saturday nite.
so my plans are..
if i can find some one to pick me up later on tonight, im going to sneek out. i have no idea where the hell im going to go but i just need to drink.