URGENT READ!
URGENT READ!
Current mood: pissed off
I just want to know why I am ALWAYS so lonely all these people who have boyfriends seem to ( not meaning) rub it in my face I have not had a boyfriend since 9th grade and even then he did not love me I am sooooooo upset I know you are tired of reading about my boring aweful life , but I know God is working on the perfect guy for me it is just unbearably lonely i mean im sitting here crying. I was trying to be nice to someone tonight and in return they were rude to me. I might as well not even try to do anything in my life because what ever i do someone steals my joy or I suck at it like acting I enjoy it but I suck at it or singing I am good at it but I am too fat and ugly to make it in that bussiness Why in the earth do I even bother to pursue those things when all that happens is failer O WELL! like anyone cares any thing about mye or my problems. I wish that there would be one person that could just help me I try so hard and no matter what I fail. EVEN WHEN i dont try I fail
What evr
stephanie
Current mood: pissed off
I just want to know why I am ALWAYS so lonely all these people who have boyfriends seem to ( not meaning) rub it in my face I have not had a boyfriend since 9th grade and even then he did not love me I am sooooooo upset I know you are tired of reading about my boring aweful life , but I know God is working on the perfect guy for me it is just unbearably lonely i mean im sitting here crying. I was trying to be nice to someone tonight and in return they were rude to me. I might as well not even try to do anything in my life because what ever i do someone steals my joy or I suck at it like acting I enjoy it but I suck at it or singing I am good at it but I am too fat and ugly to make it in that bussiness Why in the earth do I even bother to pursue those things when all that happens is failer O WELL! like anyone cares any thing about mye or my problems. I wish that there would be one person that could just help me I try so hard and no matter what I fail. EVEN WHEN i dont try I fail
What evr
stephanie