May 13, 2006 00:26
I finally have a chance to catch my breath.. and boy did I need it. I just want to say thank you to all of my TRUE friends... You know who you are... You have truly made an impact on my life the past couple weeks.. even MONTHS! I'll try my hardest to never forget you all and all of the times that we have shared.
I have learned so much about myself this past year. I have learned not to give so much of myself (emotionally) away to people that I don't trust fully or know enough.
I am trying really hard not to worry about things that I can't control.. cause then I just stress myself out. I can't control what other people do, say, think about.. so why worry??!
I have found myself thinking a lot about my past and everything I have done or said or have been through.. and how I have learned from it.
Getting a real job has helped me learn about taking responsibility for my own actions. and not just putting things on other people.
"And I could write a book, the one they'll say that shook, the world and then it took.. took it back from me and I could write it down or spread it all around, get lost and then get found, and you'll come back to me... not swallowed in the sea..."
Coldplay are geniuses.