chocolates.
I hate it when I like boys... It makes me so confused. Cause I start to wonder if they like me back and it stays on my mind. And when i have a crush on someone.. it is like a HUGE crush.. not just a small one. It is horrible.. I also get these crazy butterflies and it makes me wanna jump up and down and squeal like a little girl in the movies. And I like thinking about it..but then again i don't. UGH!
Lately, I have been missing people.. a lot.. and one of them is really bothering me... I shouldn't be thinking about it.. and yet I do. I'm an IDIOT!. Why do I do such things?!?
I'm so tired of trying to hold everything and everyone together... I just want to be able to talk to Eric like any normal girl would.. but I can't.. I feel this stupid wall blocking us.. I HATE IT. I'm just sick of trying.. if he doesn't want anything to do with me.. then why should I even try.. Boys tick me OFF.
Why do I feel this sudden attraction to a certain boy?? I mean.. I have always thought that he was cute when he would pass by in the halls.. It wasn't until this semester that he started to notice me. Now everytime I see him I get excited.. haha.. I'm so corny.. I really hope that he likes me back...
g2g..
Love J.J
♥
Lately, I have been missing people.. a lot.. and one of them is really bothering me... I shouldn't be thinking about it.. and yet I do. I'm an IDIOT!. Why do I do such things?!?
I'm so tired of trying to hold everything and everyone together... I just want to be able to talk to Eric like any normal girl would.. but I can't.. I feel this stupid wall blocking us.. I HATE IT. I'm just sick of trying.. if he doesn't want anything to do with me.. then why should I even try.. Boys tick me OFF.
Why do I feel this sudden attraction to a certain boy?? I mean.. I have always thought that he was cute when he would pass by in the halls.. It wasn't until this semester that he started to notice me. Now everytime I see him I get excited.. haha.. I'm so corny.. I really hope that he likes me back...
g2g..
Love J.J
♥