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I'm trying very hard to hold myself together right now. Don't know why i feel this way, but it seems like life is falling apart on me again. Nothing has really happened, not in a long time. I think it's because all 3 of the people who have basically held me together for the last 4 months are out of my reach right now. One's brother had a serious car accident, so we don't get to talk much, another goes in for surgery today and is out of commission for several weeks and the last just plain isn't speaking to me. Drama. Sucks. Don't want anymore, think I'll become a hermit.