Jul 19, 2004 20:15
"Hi"
my name was erica, i was 154 lbs freshmen thru the end of sophmore summer begining of junior year. I used to find comfort in food. I used to pull out my hair from stress. I cared what people thought of me
Now i Hardly eat, I'm 133 lbs last time i checked. i am going back to the gym for an hour each morning just to burn whatever i can. I cut my hair and no longer pull it out. I no longer give a fuck about anyone.
You deserted me and in the end you'll be the one whos sorry.
I feel: Angry, upset, abandoned, misunderstood, disgusted, annoyed, violent.
matt and i are going to get drunk for his birthday. Yea im gonna get plastered drown my memories in beer then hopefully ill drink so much i get sick so i wont gain any weight.
i want coke.. and i dont mean the kind u drink.