behold, the power you have over me;

[godsexthequeen]

i sat there wondering what you were going to do next, hoping that the movie would inspire you to grab for my hand again, but you are so unpredicable. you, with those amazing green eyes that seem to stare straight into my soul, force me to believe that i had feelings that i didn't an hour before. the stars shone so brightly through the clouds and the lightning danced in the sky and i prayed that the rain wouldn't fall just yet, because i wasn't ready to drive around so soon. i sat on the floor in your room, amazed. at the way you played guitar, the massive amounts of clothes, and on the way home i just thought to myself 'man what i wouldnt give for a guy like him to look my way'. the moment i thought it i took it back, because you are like one of those boys...and the only reason you were even in the same car as me was for the girl sitting on your lap.

now i've got this braided leaf thing tied to my purse, and i'm afraid to take it off because i'm so afraid that the night wasn't real at all.

&&the heat from your lips is still burning my skin.