Screaming
Screaming, pounding, beating in my head. The shrill and the ache of it all. I can't see, my head is spinning. I feel dizzy, I lose my balance and fall over. I want to throw up, and then I feel my heart beating in my throat. I start to drool, my eyes start to roll back. My whole body shakes. What is this? What is going on.
I wake up. Nothing, I can remember nothing. I don't know where I am and can't figure out what that smell is. Sirens are all around me, and the walls are white. I feel tingly. My head is in a cloud, and my body has melted. People are looking at me and I can't see their faces. They start to speak, and I can't hear what they are saying. There is a low hum, and nothing more. I strain to make out the faces but everything becomes white.
I can't think or hear anything anymore. I feel a strange warmth wash over me. I feel a connection. I don't know who or what, just is. Love permeates through. Its him. I know. I feel acceptance. I feel whole again.
My sight is returning. I am in my bed. I don't remember much. I remember the warmth and the love. There is a smile on my face. I see my lover. He sees me. There is a sparkle in my eye and he knows. I have become enlightened. I understand the universe. We kiss.
I wake up. Nothing, I can remember nothing. I don't know where I am and can't figure out what that smell is. Sirens are all around me, and the walls are white. I feel tingly. My head is in a cloud, and my body has melted. People are looking at me and I can't see their faces. They start to speak, and I can't hear what they are saying. There is a low hum, and nothing more. I strain to make out the faces but everything becomes white.
I can't think or hear anything anymore. I feel a strange warmth wash over me. I feel a connection. I don't know who or what, just is. Love permeates through. Its him. I know. I feel acceptance. I feel whole again.
My sight is returning. I am in my bed. I don't remember much. I remember the warmth and the love. There is a smile on my face. I see my lover. He sees me. There is a sparkle in my eye and he knows. I have become enlightened. I understand the universe. We kiss.