here i go again.
yet another curveball from the big guy upstairs. i don't know how many more i can take.
hannah rose guillory is one of my BEST friends in the world. seriously. one of the top 5 closest people to me. i love her so much. and she's moving. tomorrow. she just found out. i won't get to see her before she leaves. WHAT. THE. HECK. seriously, God. what is going on. i love hannah so much and can't imagine this year without her and i just cannot stop crying. I ADORE YOU. i'll never forget you. ever.
my mom's starting to lose her hair. everything is so surreal.
franklin said no. they said i'm perfect for the school, but somewhere in between tuesday when they asked for my transcripts and thursday, the day after i had given them my transcripts and scores, it became too late to put me in. so now i'm stuck at jesuit effing high school for 2 years of hell.
and matt's dad died unexpectedly last night. totally unexpectedly. matt FOUND him. how terrible is that?! and he STILL went to NOCCA. he even got up to sing his song, "you're nearer," and he just broke down. i started crying. it made all of my problems seem so miniscule. because compared to that, they really are and i'm just being stupid and selfish.
you know the summertime is gone now
all the leaves are on the ground
everything is turning
stuck in a rut
the rain's coming down now
another year is over
add another candle to the cake
i ain't gettin' no younger
stuck in a rut
and only you can get me out of this place
save me
give me what i need
you know you can break these chains and set me free
save me
give me what i need
you know you can break these chains and set me free
set me free.
hannah rose guillory is one of my BEST friends in the world. seriously. one of the top 5 closest people to me. i love her so much. and she's moving. tomorrow. she just found out. i won't get to see her before she leaves. WHAT. THE. HECK. seriously, God. what is going on. i love hannah so much and can't imagine this year without her and i just cannot stop crying. I ADORE YOU. i'll never forget you. ever.
my mom's starting to lose her hair. everything is so surreal.
franklin said no. they said i'm perfect for the school, but somewhere in between tuesday when they asked for my transcripts and thursday, the day after i had given them my transcripts and scores, it became too late to put me in. so now i'm stuck at jesuit effing high school for 2 years of hell.
and matt's dad died unexpectedly last night. totally unexpectedly. matt FOUND him. how terrible is that?! and he STILL went to NOCCA. he even got up to sing his song, "you're nearer," and he just broke down. i started crying. it made all of my problems seem so miniscule. because compared to that, they really are and i'm just being stupid and selfish.
you know the summertime is gone now
all the leaves are on the ground
everything is turning
stuck in a rut
the rain's coming down now
another year is over
add another candle to the cake
i ain't gettin' no younger
stuck in a rut
and only you can get me out of this place
save me
give me what i need
you know you can break these chains and set me free
save me
give me what i need
you know you can break these chains and set me free
set me free.