Hey thanks, thanks for that summer

Aug 07, 2005 12:58

This summer is ending smoothly. It seems that somehow all of my high expectations were met. There isn't anything left open. Everything that has happened this summer is truly over, it is all behind me, it is time to move on. This summer has been the antithesis of every other summer I have thus experienced. I have spent such an infinitesimal amount of time with my family and anyone who is not Rachel, Christine, Jacob, or Justin: I have just barely spent time with anyone else over the past few months. I am almost afraid to begin school again, I am afraid that no one is going to want to hang out with me as I have abandoned them over the course of this summer. I can only pray that the outcome will be different, although there is no reason for it to be: I have abandoned them and they have no reason to want to hang out with me.

I am beginning senior year with a new page, there are no stains left from this summer, and there aren't any unwelcome words already printed upon it. In due time I will sit here recapping what I am about to endeavor upon as I sit waiting the day when I walk across that stage. I have some very high expectations of not only myself but others for senior year. I am determined to uphold my end; I can only hope that others will live up to everything. I refuse to allow anyone, guys in particular, to allow me to stray from my path this year. I do believe that beginning this year without a boyfriend and completely single will help me to begin my voyage on a good foot.

Looking back at all of the events this summer I have truly changed. I am not even related to the person who began this summer. My views have changed, my friends have changed, my habits have changed, my goals changed.

I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in you rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you now your gracefully falling away
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