Got to stop.
So I just finished reading the third HP book for I think the fourth time. After reading the seventh one in two days and finding myself at a complete loss for what to do with the rest of my life, I resorted to reading the second book, because I only read it once. The pride I felt when I discovered that Ron in the Chamber of Secrets says almost the same thing James says in Deathly Hallows was kind of ridiculous. Like I discovered another ancient Egyptian tomb that hasn't had eyes on it in God knows how many years. Then I just haaad to read the Prisoner of Azkaban because it was my early favorite, and I love Sirius. And it's weird reading the first few books after reading the last few, knowing absolutely everything that's going to happen, for once.
So I told myself I was NOT going to start reading the fourth book even though I haven't read it in a few years. Because I still have to finish those books for Survey of Art. But I really don't have much to do until I start work in August. And I feel very nervous about that, like everyone there won't like me or I'll just be really bad at it and hate it. But I feel that way about most new situations I'm put in, so why should this be any different?
At least I finished my damn web site. Idk Idk.
So I told myself I was NOT going to start reading the fourth book even though I haven't read it in a few years. Because I still have to finish those books for Survey of Art. But I really don't have much to do until I start work in August. And I feel very nervous about that, like everyone there won't like me or I'll just be really bad at it and hate it. But I feel that way about most new situations I'm put in, so why should this be any different?
At least I finished my damn web site. Idk Idk.