Jan 27, 2005 20:53
Well, AJ and I are so close now. Maybe.. too close. He has already fallen for me, what can I say to him? What else is bad.. is that he lives all the way in Canada.. How would I ever see him? It would be hard to call him without my mom wondering, "Who the hell are you calling in Canada.." Then on top of that.. I'm starting to like him myself. x.x; I'm like damnit. Not again. This is like the worst because he lives so far away. It was funny, he sent me voice messages in French and they were so sweet. I had him translate it. No I'm not telling you what it says. :-p Silly people. That's for me to know. I just worry because well, if a few states away failed, what is a whole country going to do.. I mean, he seems really dedicated, no doubt, but.. it always seems that way at first then, people change, he'll want someone near him.. All that humbo jumbo. I don't know. I'm being hesitant. Plus I love Spencer too much... I can't cheat like that again.. even if it across countries.. I can't again. I hurt Michael that way. Not again. Well, I have to go think about some things.. Later.
*Thinking*