Let's Play My Game...
Lately Spencer and I have been nothing but playing games with each other. We like each other so much and yet we're apart? What the fuck.. I could understand if he didn't like me and tried to avoid me but now, he acts like he likes me again. He told me that he likes me. Just likes? You can like alot of people but you can only love so many. I don't love him as much as I use to. I mean it gets so bothersome that I put myself through the sh*t I do. Friday, we sat together after school and we held hands and all that.. but we never kissed. It's funny. I gave up trying for him anymore. He MIGHT ask me back out, next year. Who knows.
This girl pissed me off today.. She asked me if me and him were together and I said no. She was like "Aren't you happy?" .. I went silent and answered in a snotty way "No... NOT really." Then Allie tries to defend Rachel by saying "Oh well you aren't as moody." So yes, I'm not, but no matter how much Spencer hurt me, I loved him and that was important to me and some of these PEOPLE aren't gettin' that through their head. Jealous that I could tame him and no one else could. >.> And I broke him open to this world. Without me, he would have been lost for awhile. Oh well, to the romance..
Now now now, life is getting really hectic with only a month almost of school left!!!!! I have a HUGE EXAM coming up May 3 for AP World History. I am like freaking out. *Looks around* And I paid 82 bucks for that shiiiiit? If I fail it.. and don't get no credits for COLLEGE I'll feel real sh*tty. There goes my first check when I get it back. Oh oh oh! I get to have my car soon, one positive thing. I get my job back..2 positive things. Um, I am trying out for drum major, scared half to death but I have a GOOD chance of getting acknowledged for good work but that's all.. nothing else. *She'd shrug as she sat in her chair, smoking a bubble pipe.* Well... cheer for me, I need it!
Other things, not much.. Gotta go do homework now. See ya!
This girl pissed me off today.. She asked me if me and him were together and I said no. She was like "Aren't you happy?" .. I went silent and answered in a snotty way "No... NOT really." Then Allie tries to defend Rachel by saying "Oh well you aren't as moody." So yes, I'm not, but no matter how much Spencer hurt me, I loved him and that was important to me and some of these PEOPLE aren't gettin' that through their head. Jealous that I could tame him and no one else could. >.> And I broke him open to this world. Without me, he would have been lost for awhile. Oh well, to the romance..
Now now now, life is getting really hectic with only a month almost of school left!!!!! I have a HUGE EXAM coming up May 3 for AP World History. I am like freaking out. *Looks around* And I paid 82 bucks for that shiiiiit? If I fail it.. and don't get no credits for COLLEGE I'll feel real sh*tty. There goes my first check when I get it back. Oh oh oh! I get to have my car soon, one positive thing. I get my job back..2 positive things. Um, I am trying out for drum major, scared half to death but I have a GOOD chance of getting acknowledged for good work but that's all.. nothing else. *She'd shrug as she sat in her chair, smoking a bubble pipe.* Well... cheer for me, I need it!
Other things, not much.. Gotta go do homework now. See ya!