Sep 27, 2004 22:09
Haven't updated in awhile.After reading these, i feel normal again kind of like I'm glad to see there is drama in other people's lives as well ya know? I've worked 7 nights this week and im about to break down. I left work tonight so angry because NO ONE appreciates hard work...I'm fed up with those people..especially stupid sophmores who work like 1 night a week and complain. I really need the money..i am saving it up to opens a savings account when i move to college, but i didn't sign on for a 7 day a week job with absolutely no respect. People ten times younger than me pointing out ridiculous things. and on to school... School is going great -dropped my college alg. class..i figured if im not getting credit for it..why take it? and I have a 99% in gov't. Yikes..im so proud i can't lose it! - The subject of Bryan is difficult. Things have been frustrating lately, no time to talk and if we do have time its not "real" time because we both have homework, and the other time is taken up by work. I wish there was 28 hours in a day..instead of 24. I could get so many more things done. We're going to my homecoming this weekend and i don't think i'll EVER be more happy to see him. Its almost like i just see myself cry all the time...no one else sees it. I know hes always there for me, and i try to be strong and everything..but it only works for so long. We've been going out for a year next month and thats partly what is making this so hard, is all this time we've waited to be together and then just a couple more months is killing me.. i don't really know what it does to him. I wish i did..maybe i'd be more secure about it. Well ..yep...thats it...