so then now
For those of you who know me, know very well that I have a low, very very low tolerance for OTC drugs... with that said. I woke up today to a phone call and then alarm after a bad days sleep. I woke up seeing 1 and a half of everything. I started thinking I just need to eat so I fix some chicken strips in the microwave, so I don't cook me thinking I am out of the way. I have my food and my head feels worse... damn all that chewing. So I take take 4 tylenol(R) because now its starting to hurt. Kinda like my brain was swelling and my skull to small, ya' know? Well, I still need to go to work so this much should help that is if I don't pass the fuck out from it. I drove to work at about 30 miles an hour so as not to hit anything and got there in one piece. Now I think I might actually pass out from the pain.(now I have been in a major car wreck and on another occasion had my own skull broken with a whole the size of a fifty cent peice in it, so I know what head trauma feels like and this hurt) I literally stumble into work and clock in, by this time my eyes a glistening. I go out to Garden Center and wait for Tavares. Tell him I am not feeling well and had been debating between going to the Hospital or coming to work, as they are in opposing directions. I have to find a jack and start pulling in christmas, okay fine. I work for about an hour and Tavares pages me, I forgot my phone in my pain, then he says "decide, are you staying and work 100% or going home. I can't have less when I need you, you being at 30% is like nothing. I need a decision from you, you know of corse this will cost you your holiday pay and if you miss tomorrow too you have to have a release from a medical professional." I said that if thats all I can do I should go, because I don't know if the drugs I took about 2 hours ago are even going to help. My head was still pounding but my vision was clear again. So I left at 11:20pm and went to my house and have been attempting to sort through emails and other things I have had no chance to touch as of late.
Well that is my night and now that I have felt perfectly fine since 1:40ish am I am quite pissed that they would not let me try to stay, even if it was "30%" thats still more than if I am NOT there at all. AND I would have been paid and gotten my holiday time, but thank you Tavares for thinking of the company and yourself before the needs of the people who rely upon you yet again. Oh well I hope to leave you soon enough anyway. Even if that means screwing another Walmart. I Want OUT and going to see to it this friday!! This job just got to the point were it is not HEALTHY for me to stay and take this abuse any longer.
I am just updating for those who care enough to read anymore... I know I stopped.... I got tired of reading about the hating and the dislikes and childish behaviors. For all of those who claim PAGANISM, practice what you "believe" and forgive, tolerate, and love... because on all sides its getting dense. This is one reason for my seclusion, this and needing to sort out my own problems. Friendship means forgiving and working it out, TIME AND TIME AGAIN. OVER AND OVER AGAIN. This is were trust and love comes from. I said forgive I never said FORGET, I never will or do. I learn and try to be a better friend to those I hurt or those who hurt me. This is my spam for the day and feel free to bitch or "un-friend" me but those I call or EVER did call friend will always be that. And will always hold a shelf in my icy cavern I call a heart. The Irony of me bitching now is that I am doing it while eating *KISSES*. Hahaha. damn I am the funny.
well now that i am done with this post I go back to semi seclusion... no computer I can use at my mom's.
Oh in other news My house got a tarp on it, and the back windows have been put in(mostly) so it should only be until the 1st of the year before I come home at last.
Love to you all,
Blessed Be,
Neko~kun
Well that is my night and now that I have felt perfectly fine since 1:40ish am I am quite pissed that they would not let me try to stay, even if it was "30%" thats still more than if I am NOT there at all. AND I would have been paid and gotten my holiday time, but thank you Tavares for thinking of the company and yourself before the needs of the people who rely upon you yet again. Oh well I hope to leave you soon enough anyway. Even if that means screwing another Walmart. I Want OUT and going to see to it this friday!! This job just got to the point were it is not HEALTHY for me to stay and take this abuse any longer.
I am just updating for those who care enough to read anymore... I know I stopped.... I got tired of reading about the hating and the dislikes and childish behaviors. For all of those who claim PAGANISM, practice what you "believe" and forgive, tolerate, and love... because on all sides its getting dense. This is one reason for my seclusion, this and needing to sort out my own problems. Friendship means forgiving and working it out, TIME AND TIME AGAIN. OVER AND OVER AGAIN. This is were trust and love comes from. I said forgive I never said FORGET, I never will or do. I learn and try to be a better friend to those I hurt or those who hurt me. This is my spam for the day and feel free to bitch or "un-friend" me but those I call or EVER did call friend will always be that. And will always hold a shelf in my icy cavern I call a heart. The Irony of me bitching now is that I am doing it while eating *KISSES*. Hahaha. damn I am the funny.
well now that i am done with this post I go back to semi seclusion... no computer I can use at my mom's.
Oh in other news My house got a tarp on it, and the back windows have been put in(mostly) so it should only be until the 1st of the year before I come home at last.
Love to you all,
Blessed Be,
Neko~kun