Nov 28, 2004 02:34
Yay for total and complete disappointment!!!! I have decided that human emotions are feeble and not deserving of their exhistance. And in the event you wonder why I have chosen this I will divulge. I made the stupidest mistake of all by dating my Ex-girlfriend Nicole. I don't regret this, however I learned from this that things are not always as we see them... trust not thine eyes!Most recent was this infatuation I have put myself through and have now hopefully ended on a more solid status...
These events shall remind me forever to reside with in myself for the remainder of this life. Alone is calm, peaceful, and serene. I am happy alone... I cannot feel again. I give them up, all these things for which I care.
There really is no true reason to care and for that is why I will not again. To those that feel me to be bitter and frost bitten please remember the warmth you once new from me...and rest in that. If you've a memory you cherish from wence I was glad and not devoted to anything keep it... I will be me and I will be the frosted, Icy, evil, sarcasstic, sadistic person I was before I moved to Florida.
I give up on life for it has proven not worth my time, I have given up on stupidity... If the world refuses to change or rather become smarter than the world is of no concern to me.... I am through and will not give on this!!! I am done,, through, finished and unhappy... but that will go as well--- as soon as I kill this stupid emotion. I will have NO MORE, and no more tolerence!!!!! Hey look I just became christian(tee hee)!!!!!
BYE
whatever!