upside down day.

[gods_shoeshine_]

i have twelve arms that grab at air
and a hand on each reaching _where
some have five fingers
some have three
some have none
and some have too man_y
i still bite my nails
and try to eat
and try to shake hands
and try to breathe
but i have too many
and they dont know where to go
they go in backwards and forwards
and upwards and inwards
and everywhere
everywhere
but theyre not pulling me apart, maybe just the oppose
still here standing swaying fro and to far to say im still

i wish the monsters in my belly would eat me first
and leave my hands to run away and strech eachother on their own.