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i haven't written in 18 years, so i figured i would write. ok, more like 2 monthes. but still, a very long time.
i'm at college
it pretty much rocks. what doesn't rock is making bad decisions. well... u have to make some wrong decisions so you can learn from them, i guess. or not? i hate sin. i hate that i sin. my cell phone went off in class the other day and my professor was like ahhh abby did something wrong. it was raining and i came into class with my umbrella and she was like ahh of course abby brought and umbrella, abby always has what she needs to and is always prepared. so when my cell phone went off, she made that comment. i wasnt offended of course. haha everybody laughed.
its so funny, the way people perceive you and the way you perceive yourself. like i guess i'm generally prepared in school, but not so much the life stuff.
what do u do when you know you're doing something wrong, but don't know what you should be doing. Pray. how many times Jesus sought out his Father in prayer. what comfort there is in coming to God in prayer. i have comfort. what joy in his forgiveness-the release of confession and freedom in his Spirit. prayer. you take your eyes off self and how wonderful it is to be in the presence of God. when you're with him, you have no need for other. in fact, God is the one who gives you life. return to him.
one of my friends told me something sad today. i didn't know what to tell him. i'm just sad. i hope the Lord gives me wisdom.. but i can't hold back the truth. but it's gotta be the truth from the word. what his issue is, is just one part. i'm so sad, but i love him so much. so very much and i feel like he has never experienced the love of Christ. God, we need your love. above all. i need your love tonight, and so does he. love you Jesus
love abby
i'm at college
it pretty much rocks. what doesn't rock is making bad decisions. well... u have to make some wrong decisions so you can learn from them, i guess. or not? i hate sin. i hate that i sin. my cell phone went off in class the other day and my professor was like ahhh abby did something wrong. it was raining and i came into class with my umbrella and she was like ahh of course abby brought and umbrella, abby always has what she needs to and is always prepared. so when my cell phone went off, she made that comment. i wasnt offended of course. haha everybody laughed.
its so funny, the way people perceive you and the way you perceive yourself. like i guess i'm generally prepared in school, but not so much the life stuff.
what do u do when you know you're doing something wrong, but don't know what you should be doing. Pray. how many times Jesus sought out his Father in prayer. what comfort there is in coming to God in prayer. i have comfort. what joy in his forgiveness-the release of confession and freedom in his Spirit. prayer. you take your eyes off self and how wonderful it is to be in the presence of God. when you're with him, you have no need for other. in fact, God is the one who gives you life. return to him.
one of my friends told me something sad today. i didn't know what to tell him. i'm just sad. i hope the Lord gives me wisdom.. but i can't hold back the truth. but it's gotta be the truth from the word. what his issue is, is just one part. i'm so sad, but i love him so much. so very much and i feel like he has never experienced the love of Christ. God, we need your love. above all. i need your love tonight, and so does he. love you Jesus
love abby