Deep breaths
So for the past few weeks I've been doing 30 hours a week of grad classes and 30 hours a week of working two jobs and I am just barely breaking even for rent/bills/food/gas. It sucks. Any free time I spend being exhausted and just sort of zoning out on the computer or opening a book to try and get some of my insurmountable stack of homework done. My eating habbits have decreased to one meal a day with a snack between classes and my sleep has decreased to about 5 hours a night average.
On top of this Jess ended up in the hospital monday, she didn't get to come up here this past weekend because she was so sick. BTW people who know her and didn't know she was in the hospital might wanna call and say nice things. I can't be down there because of work so she's feeling real lonely.
I managed to get sunday off so i can go see jess this weekend but in turn I have to work every day next weekend so that pretty much cuts out my down time. On top of this I found out my idiot fucking brother got fired from his job and has gone MIA. No one has heard from him for 3 weeks. Hope he's not dead.
Anyway the purpose of this post wasn't to whine about my situation, a lot of people have it much worse, I just wanted to let you people, my good friends, know why I have vanished from the face of the Earth. I still love you all :) I'm just disgustingly overwhelmed right now. Keep on keeping on everyone.
Cheers
The Sadist
On top of this Jess ended up in the hospital monday, she didn't get to come up here this past weekend because she was so sick. BTW people who know her and didn't know she was in the hospital might wanna call and say nice things. I can't be down there because of work so she's feeling real lonely.
I managed to get sunday off so i can go see jess this weekend but in turn I have to work every day next weekend so that pretty much cuts out my down time. On top of this I found out my idiot fucking brother got fired from his job and has gone MIA. No one has heard from him for 3 weeks. Hope he's not dead.
Anyway the purpose of this post wasn't to whine about my situation, a lot of people have it much worse, I just wanted to let you people, my good friends, know why I have vanished from the face of the Earth. I still love you all :) I'm just disgustingly overwhelmed right now. Keep on keeping on everyone.
Cheers
The Sadist