Bit of stream of conciousness...

[gods_a_slug]

I really don't like school. It's not that I don't like the school itself but I feel like most of the work I'm doing is a pointless circular examination of information that is only minorly related to field I'm going into. I have 3 clincial affils which I will actually learn my proffesion so this delightful little dance with all these classes is almost useless. On top of that I can't remember what I learned at the beggining of the semester. I realized why school is just drifiting for me. I have begun to live on the weekends... sort of like older people that drift through the work week to get to the weekend where they can actually come alive and be themselves. My days have begun to blur together and become just a haze of assignments and exams and trials and tests to earn my weekends where I can spend a day or two in bliss before sliding back into the delightful dream world of classes and work. It sucks I feel so detatched during the week and I can't even force myself to focus in, it's like I'm only partially me, like part of me is ripped out on monday and I only get it back friday. bleh I have to get up at 7 tommarow and drive to St Francis for an in hospital gait lab experiment. Gods I hate biomechanics. Anyway gonna have glass of wine and go to bed.
Cheers