God bless America...
i'm a tad bit upset at the moment. i have been in a great mood all day long and then my mom calls on her way home. she gets upset because the stupid homecoming parade has all the roads blocked off in Madison so she couldn't get to Papa John's to get our pizza. so she gets home and her mood starts to rub off on me. i ask her about Saturday night, (me going to Trey's church's fall party thingy) and she's like, yeah, that's fine. well, i then ask her about Monday. she asked what time because ya know, Monday's a school night. that has NEVER been the problem before. what in the world?!? she use to let me do all kinds of things. and c'mon, i don't even fall asleep till like 1 anyway and Lord knows that she wouldn't let me stay out that late with the best guy that i have ever met! argh like a stinking pirate!!! and then she made another remark about John. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i know that she's upset and having a very hard time because i'm almost 16 but gesh, she has to let me grow up. i'm still the same girl that i have always been. that isn't going to change. i'm not going to let my relationship with my AWESOME KING fall to the way side and i'm not going to go have sex with Trey or some other dude or go party all night, do drugs, get drunk or anything like that. it's just not me. she should know this. i am not her when she was my age. doesn't she understand any of this?!? argh...i sure hope that my happy hour is indeed happy and then i get to talk to my loving, romantic, sweet, wonderful boyfriend:) sorry for the rant kids. night all.