We and the soundless sky

[godotishere]

Outside, silent stars wish for the best
Blue night of bittersweet realization
We sit here holding all the rest
The memories of what should have been

Inside, silent tears remember the day
I wished for fewer bruises in my life
Eerie shadows of it seem to say
”in the end will it even matter?”

Within, silent suicide strangles my heart
With black cord around my soul
I wonder; why didn’t you save me before I came apart,
And choked on the blood of my dream?