Beware of the anger
So, I'm actually really kind of upset right now.
First off, she can't get mad that I don't ever use my ipod. When she asked if I wanted one, I flat out told her I didn't. Megan even told her that I didn't want one. Why did she go out and buy me on then? Who knows... probably she forgot that I said it wasnt important to me to have one. So, why does it matter to her if I use it or not at this point. Okay, so I decided to be the good kid and start to use it to make her feel better... I've only had it for a couple years... Anyways, so I decided to load all my fricken' cds into stupid itunes so they could be put on my ipod and maybe I would start to use it. She is very angry about this. I do not understand. What a crazy woman sometimes.
Second of all. I didn't care if I had a party or not. Why is she getting mad that I don't care about any of these things. I don't want a stupid DVD, picture boards alone would keep me content. I mean, whats the point of both? I don't get to make any decisions about things for the party anyways. She gets to make them all. This is her party, not mine. Lets see, who graduated... I did. Why does she have to get everything her way if its a party for me. I don't even want the party. Its a lot of pointless work.
Third off, Im fricken tired of doing things that revolve around the party. I never wanted to scrapbook. Well, I did, but I wanted to be able to do my whole life and have it actually look nice. The stuff I've done, I know could be so much better if I wasn't in such a rush. I don't want a rushed scrapbook. I want a nice one.
Ya know, I actually really hate graduation parties. They are really annoying. I wonder if she even knows that? Probably not because she doesn't always pay attention to the things I say or my actions about having to go to parties. Oh well.
Its all to keep her happy, and half the time it doesn't even work.
On a better note, babysitting is going better this week. I've actually kind of been doing things when I'm not babysitting, and its fun. My summer is going sort of well. I can't wait until the party is over though. I'm really truely sick of them and don't really want to attend mine. I wonder what happens if I don't show up to it?
Much love.
First off, she can't get mad that I don't ever use my ipod. When she asked if I wanted one, I flat out told her I didn't. Megan even told her that I didn't want one. Why did she go out and buy me on then? Who knows... probably she forgot that I said it wasnt important to me to have one. So, why does it matter to her if I use it or not at this point. Okay, so I decided to be the good kid and start to use it to make her feel better... I've only had it for a couple years... Anyways, so I decided to load all my fricken' cds into stupid itunes so they could be put on my ipod and maybe I would start to use it. She is very angry about this. I do not understand. What a crazy woman sometimes.
Second of all. I didn't care if I had a party or not. Why is she getting mad that I don't care about any of these things. I don't want a stupid DVD, picture boards alone would keep me content. I mean, whats the point of both? I don't get to make any decisions about things for the party anyways. She gets to make them all. This is her party, not mine. Lets see, who graduated... I did. Why does she have to get everything her way if its a party for me. I don't even want the party. Its a lot of pointless work.
Third off, Im fricken tired of doing things that revolve around the party. I never wanted to scrapbook. Well, I did, but I wanted to be able to do my whole life and have it actually look nice. The stuff I've done, I know could be so much better if I wasn't in such a rush. I don't want a rushed scrapbook. I want a nice one.
Ya know, I actually really hate graduation parties. They are really annoying. I wonder if she even knows that? Probably not because she doesn't always pay attention to the things I say or my actions about having to go to parties. Oh well.
Its all to keep her happy, and half the time it doesn't even work.
On a better note, babysitting is going better this week. I've actually kind of been doing things when I'm not babysitting, and its fun. My summer is going sort of well. I can't wait until the party is over though. I'm really truely sick of them and don't really want to attend mine. I wonder what happens if I don't show up to it?
Much love.