What should this say?
Honestly, I feel emotional lately. Really bad too. I don't even know what is going on anymore, I wish I could figure that out. I really don't want Megan to leave. I really don't want anybody to leave. Janessa already left, she also didn't tell me good-bye. I have some weird feelings going on.
I need out of Saginaw. Things are too crazy around here anymore.
I'm glad I have been staying busy. I really like it. I am done babysitting now. It makes me terribly sad, I grew attached to those little kids. They were so cute and fun... bad too, but you get over that. I need to find a job now, so I can still have money. I need to hang out with everybody before they leave. There is like no time left. Its awful. I don't even know what to do anymore. I will never ever get to see everybody before they leave. I want to spend a lot of time with Megan, I am going to be so lost without her here. I want to get to hang out with Nichole more. I want to get to chill with Amanda, and see Laura. I want to see Dallas before school starts again. Its too hard to get there during school. Oh, I feel so crazy right now.
There is a lost bat in my house. Kelly brought it with her the other night. Its weird how all 3 times we have had a bat this summer it has been after she was here. Sometimes I wonder about that. Oh well, its funny. I love it.
Lets think... I did learn this week that you shouldn't depants somebody if they can run faster than you. Its not the smartest thing to do. Although, it was pretty funny. I'm afraid to go to Dallas' now though because I know Scott is going to get me back somehow. That is a little frightening. Oh well, I will get over it.
I need a job please. Where can I find one? Oh yeah, everywhere because college students are going back to school now. That's good to know. I feel so broke, I need some money. I need my cell phone fixed. I want to buy a digital camera. Ahh, so much money to spend when I don't have any.
I wonder why I really stared to update this. I was going to talk about all the things I have done lately, but I really don't feel that it is logical. I know what I have done, and it probably doesn't matter to everybody else.
I don't know what else to put in here. There isn't anything I need to say. School starts soon, actually in like 3 days. I feel unmotivated, this is gay. I don't want to care anymore.
Oh yeah, I locked my keys in my car the other day. It was cute. Dan waved to me and I took my hands off of them, and got out of the car. I left them there and my doors were locked. They were in the ignition and everything. Good thing my car was off. My dad saved me though with the spare key and called me a dumbass, but Its okay.
Bye.