Well today fucking sucked...
I had gotten out of my dysthymia for a good long time now. I haven't been depressed in a few months, but I'm starting to feel it again. I was depressed from around 13 to just after I turned 18 and now it is starting to set in again I think. Hopefully it's just a bad day, but I feel like shit all over again. I hate my life and I can't figure out what I want. I want a girlfriend, but I don't want to have to go through the shit I've had to the last few times I've been with someone. I want to be with someone that actually understands me I guess. Someone who won't cheat on me mayhap? I don't know, mayhap I've just broken down, but I just want someone to hold me >.>