Mar 03, 2005 22:54
Dude, hangin out with sarah was awesome. again some time? i had fun. I have nothing AT ALL against john cuz he's my bro, but i kinda wish he hadn't come. Oh, well. it kinda sucks that sarah can read this, but oh well.
It has been short yet so long since i've had that kind of hug. It wasn't a sympathy hug for me nor her, it was just that kind of hug. The kind of that makes me want a girlfriend. i'm pretty sure beverly is gonna read this too, but i dont care i'm not gonna deny the truth. When i was with beverly there were a few times when i wanted that kind of hug but so early in the relationship i wanted that. I never felt like a just wanted to hold her. Right now i just want someone to hold, to care about, and that hug reminded me of what i want. The question is who. I don't know who likes me, i sure know of the people i like. I know of one person that likes me and that is amy, but there is marcel and i don't wanna be that guy.