Feb 12, 2005 23:30
So i went snowboarding and it was damn hard at first but became fun once i got the hang of it. It kinda sucked though because a lot of the time i was by myself. I went with zach brent ava and sarah. Zach is pretty cool i just don't like that him and ava are together.(sorry ava) It's not like i have a thing for ava it just seems like i've never seen them happy together, and i'm sorry for that too. Brent is cool too, we've been gettin to be pretty good friends, which is wierd cuz i thought he thought i was a loser. Ava is one of the coolest people i know, she's always herself, nothing more and nothing less. Sarah is pretty cool too, except i don't really understand her. (no offense). I can't tell whether you want to be one of my better friends, or if you just talk to me to be nice. I hope she thinks i'm cool though(not cool as in hip, but cool as in yeah i could hang out with him) cuz i think she's really cool and wanna become better friends. I just think she's the kinda person i can talk to because she has a similar sense of humor.
Overall it was cool because it was the first time in so many years i actually felt like i was part of something. Like i did have things to do. And people to see. Like i was wanted.