Jul 27, 2004 15:04
This past week or so has been an emotional roller coaster. This week was SUPPOSED to be so exciting with my aunt and uncle adopting, Matt coming home, my dad starting an experimental procedure, etc etc. But some things have definately brought down the mood.
First, the baby was born on either the 21st or the 22nd and they should have gotten to taken the baby home after 24 hours, but after the whole 9 months and all of the adobtion agency crapola, the birth mother's family decides that if she gives the baby up that they will disown her. As if the birth mother doesnt already have enough emotional trama, and this has all happened AFTER the baby was born. So that was very hard for my aunt and uncle and all of us really. And then just today my aunts dog Chelsea was put to sleep, she was like my dog sister! we had the same birthday! But she was really sick with cancer, poor baby, i've been crying all morning, the worst part is that my cousin is only 8 and he doesnt really understand but he said goodbye to her and was crying and thats just horrible. But at the same time i'm so excited that Matt's coming home. Happy and Sad at the same time is really hard and confusing, oh plus impatient, yeah i'm some kind of freak right now (with puffy cheeks teehee). Well, everything happens for a reason and all dogs go to heaven, especially Chels.