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I used to want this last year of highschool to go by slow and for the end to never come, but now i can not wait for it to just come and go, i have the biggest decision to make, im going to italy at the end of this year just to go catch up on the past couple years, cause i havent been over there in a while but i really just wanna stay, i feel like its the same thing over here, everyones always looking for somthing bigger and better, i hate it cause im not good enough for anyone, us nice guys finish very last... I have to try my hardest this year to not pay attention to all that and just go to school and get it over with, especially her, i cant wait till this years over so she can go to MSU and quit braking my heart.