Shut up, i'm speaking
God, I can't believe I still keep this thing understandable that I enjoy writing and this is an outlet, but damn there are so many other ways to get that itch out. I went through some old posts earlier and started to realize what I love about these things, it's not the bullshit venting or getting things off my chest. I don't get things off my chest, it's not how I work and never has or will be. I love looking back at my own thoughts and mindsets and realising how i've changed. Friends have come and gone, others have stayed around, some are trying to change themselves and we're drifting apart. But through it all this distance and closeness and the drivel in-between, i'm noticing what i've always known. We are all alone in a crowd. I want to end it on that note, simple and concise we are alone. You are never truly with your friends because everything changes and friendship can change, you can only hope it doesn't. It sounds angsty, it sounds childish, and it really reminds me of something i'd hear a kid with a tight black hoodie say. No more maybe, time to grow up and push on. I'll exist for me.
-Cooke
-Cooke