Don't blink you could miss it

[godimbored]

Do you ever wonder what you'll be like in the future? Of course you do, but do you ever for a second ponder it...I mean really think of yourself and wonder? I recently screwed up in school and I thought about it and for that brief moment I caught a hint, a smell, a taste on my adolescent pallet of what I could become if I try hard enough, if I allow myself to change in such a manner as to fit into that box..Its intresting to see possable dislikes, to see things that I do now that I know i'll hate later, to see that I will be a completely different person, but completely the same. Which made me think that, that is one of the main reasons friends grow apart, people always think its because they had a fight, just stopped talking, its because they started out as good friends, but as times changed so did they, and thus they didint get along anymore..I know these things are known to everyone, that even people who don't know it subconciously understand that although they may cherish something so much, it has to be let go sometimes...its so odd how families are seperate from friends in that way. You can fight,grow, change drastically,shrink in demeanor,hate,love,and totally screw up everything...but alot of the time they still stick with you. Camaraderie is a very odd thing...maybe that is why your best friends are your best friends...because they row so close to you that they become family and leave the realm of friendship...
cheers to family that you arent related to (you all know)
-Jess