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i'm not a smart person. i am in deep physical pain, and yet.. I'm still going to go out tonight to see a band perform. Nobody understands my pain. My lower back has been killing me for over a week now & I wish I knew why. But just now.. a few hours ago, the pain feels as if it has traveled to my outer thighs. I was limping a little. this is real scary. and i start my new job tomorrow. this fucking sucks. i wish i was dead so i wouldn't feel this shit anymore.
i hope i have some fun tonight.
i hope i have some fun tonight.