The cake is not a lie and maybe I can has....
Well I am sure you have all been wondering where I have been and if you haven't that's ok too. I suppose several things have happend that I need to catch you all up on.
1.My teeth are bothing me like mad. I had one removed but I have another one that also needs to be removed. I have gone through four tubes of orajel. It's the only thing I have to help and even then it doesn't fix it. It just numbs it so I don't feel it for a little while. 15-30 minuts max. It'll be a few weeks sadly before I can get it removed. Being pawr suckers.
2.I broke up with Oni. That's right I did the breaking up. He couldn't decide if he wanted to be with me and he couldn't love me. So I made it easy on him and made up his mind for him. I was sad over it but it seems more and more like it was the right call to make. What need have I to be with someone that there would be no future with? I know what I need in a relationship now more than I ever did. So sad as it made me I really had no other choice. I'm tired of being hurt.
3.I met someone. Well I haven't met him "met" him. I've talked to him on the phone a lot though. Since he calls me everyday it's hard not to. His name is Bryan. He is a friend of John's and Casey's. Apparently Casey and he decided to talk about me for like an hour when he was left over there at her house. He has since decided I am awesome and he likes me. I do not think I am awesome *hits Casey wif a pillow before she can glare at me* I am happy though that he seems to like me. I like him too. A lot really. He's older than me for a change to. So I guess that makes him more mature. It'll make my momma happy anyways. He's hot. At least in my opinion. I know I am not.. I have too much belly fats. I really do.. maybe I can cut out some of the sweet stuffs... Hopefully he will overlook my flaws.
4.Life in general is both good and bad right now. My parents well my dad really keeps saying he is gonna give me the boot. I try very hard not to say anything that seems smart alec. Sometimes I say it out of habit and sometimes my dad justs thinks it sounds that way when it doesn't. So he gets mad at me an aweful lot. I'm fed up with it really. I want to move out. I want to go anywhere but here. A homeless shelter actually sounds inviting somedays. I just don't want to be out on my ass with nowhere to go.
1.My teeth are bothing me like mad. I had one removed but I have another one that also needs to be removed. I have gone through four tubes of orajel. It's the only thing I have to help and even then it doesn't fix it. It just numbs it so I don't feel it for a little while. 15-30 minuts max. It'll be a few weeks sadly before I can get it removed. Being pawr suckers.
2.I broke up with Oni. That's right I did the breaking up. He couldn't decide if he wanted to be with me and he couldn't love me. So I made it easy on him and made up his mind for him. I was sad over it but it seems more and more like it was the right call to make. What need have I to be with someone that there would be no future with? I know what I need in a relationship now more than I ever did. So sad as it made me I really had no other choice. I'm tired of being hurt.
3.I met someone. Well I haven't met him "met" him. I've talked to him on the phone a lot though. Since he calls me everyday it's hard not to. His name is Bryan. He is a friend of John's and Casey's. Apparently Casey and he decided to talk about me for like an hour when he was left over there at her house. He has since decided I am awesome and he likes me. I do not think I am awesome *hits Casey wif a pillow before she can glare at me* I am happy though that he seems to like me. I like him too. A lot really. He's older than me for a change to. So I guess that makes him more mature. It'll make my momma happy anyways. He's hot. At least in my opinion. I know I am not.. I have too much belly fats. I really do.. maybe I can cut out some of the sweet stuffs... Hopefully he will overlook my flaws.
4.Life in general is both good and bad right now. My parents well my dad really keeps saying he is gonna give me the boot. I try very hard not to say anything that seems smart alec. Sometimes I say it out of habit and sometimes my dad justs thinks it sounds that way when it doesn't. So he gets mad at me an aweful lot. I'm fed up with it really. I want to move out. I want to go anywhere but here. A homeless shelter actually sounds inviting somedays. I just don't want to be out on my ass with nowhere to go.