agh agh agh

[godesomy]

i fail at life i fail at everything i hate everything i am stupid i am stressed i am writing bad grammer and i want to implode. my stomach is reflecting my stress and my colitis is back with a vengeance... ie i practically can't eat. i had to force a little bit of dinner down my throat, but my stomach was protesting so much i couldn't finish it. my stomach is still hurting... i hate this i want to RUN AWAY.

forgive the grammer and lack of capitalization.