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Oh wow I haven't been in this kind of a funk for a while and I thought the feeling had left but I guess nto because today was awful. My grades keeep slipping despite my best efforts and if they arn't good enough I'm gonna get lectured and right now I'm not in the mood to have a dissscussion with my parents. and then everyones turniong around and getting mad at me and I have no clue what about but they are. Then again everyones in such a good mood and it's not even rubbing off on me I'm just stuck here with no one to talk to listening to sad music with no plans to do anyhting besides. Then I have one month to get my back-handspring or I loet the team, my coach and myself down and I'm capable of it but it's just fear, and right now fear is preventing me from doing everything I want to do.