today
life sucks, cheerleading sucks, everyones sucks , so I guess my life isn't really living up to my expectations.Jackie's gonna make varsity cause she's so close to getting her back-handspring and I love cheerleading but I have a feeling I'm not fitting in there anymore. I'm under so much stress and the only way to eliminate it is to check things off my to do list but I can't because I'm leaving and my problems will only become worse. I don't know how it will work out I really don't. well I have to go and I'm volunteering tonight so more time to dwell on all my problems and my non-exsistant life.