Just a thought
So I feel like while I'm getting more conservative everyone else is just plain running in the opposite direction? When we all became friends each of us had a certain set of morals, boundaries rather, that we would not cross. We shared most of those beliefs together and that is one of the reasons I believe that we all became friends. Now, it seems
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so, why not, i'll explain myself.
drinking. i've drunk a grand total of 3 times. i'm not going to lie, the first 2 times i did it because i felt left out. i didn't get a buzz even. i just wanted to be a part of the group. and i know no one would force me to do it, but there was this kind of partially unspoken pressure. i gave into it and i'm not proud of that. the 3rd time, the time i got a buzz, i did that for genuine research. i knew there is a HEAVY drinking culture on campus, and i wanted to experience a buzz with people i trusted before i was thrust full force into the drink till you drop culture. i think that was a good idea on my part, since i now have no desre nor intention to drink, part of the reason i sipped out on our schools drink fest and went to franz ferdinand instead.
smoking. never have, never will.
physical activity. i've hardly ever done anythig, not because i didn't want to, but because i didn't have the opportunity. i recently did something that you know about, and i know i went too far, farther than i wanted. it was also a good experience because i've learned how to take initiative, and stop when i want to.
god that was mighty long, hope that makes you feel less alone. :)
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