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i have been so stressed out lately, and not in the normal animated and vocal "oh my god i'm going crazy" way, but in the trying desperately to keep it cool and therefore suppressing everything to insomnia and tension headaches kind of way. it's very unlike me. my mind races. every 5 seconds i have something new to add to my to do list, but somehow i can't bring myself to take care of the big things on that list-- i mean, i am chipping away at parts, but i can't seem to get over the hurtle of, you know, beginning to organize and pack my life part...
it sucks.
but who am i to complain when i'm about to go where i've wanted to be since like before i can remember. literally, i've wanted to live in new york city since i was in like elementary school--- perhaps i just can't handle the fact that it's not just a dream anymore, it's about to be a reality.
now if that reality could be just exciting, not all this other stressful junk.
it sucks.
but who am i to complain when i'm about to go where i've wanted to be since like before i can remember. literally, i've wanted to live in new york city since i was in like elementary school--- perhaps i just can't handle the fact that it's not just a dream anymore, it's about to be a reality.
now if that reality could be just exciting, not all this other stressful junk.