lol...

[goddessoffall]

while i was in the shower earlier today a funny thought came into my mind...

i wondered, just wondered if Master Dennis had figured out that i had not only done the physical training that he wants me to do...

but i had also reread my contract, lol... without even being asked mind you, lol, lol...

then i remembered the times when i wasnt yet a teenager... yea... less than 2 years ago, lol, lol... when i would sleep with the restraints and do the training and things he wanted me to do... then i would make sure i acted cranky... difficult and ornary...

gosh, i swear it was just to prove a point... lol... those "things" didnt make a difference... no Siree... nope... no way, no how... not with this thick headed brat, lol... who i might add knew it all, lol...

too easily it was to laugh at myself remembering my childhood, lol...

how silly i was...

to doubt him...

i somehow know... he will have no trouble at all believing that this sweet, warm and wonderful, cooly magnificent slave was once so foolish...