May 29, 2007 18:11
seriously...
apparently life is just giving me the middle finger. I woke up this morning, and by 6:30 I knew it would be a SHITTY day. Why, you may ask...why, quite simple really...you see, sometime between me getting home at 7pm last night...and rising for my morning run/ride at 6:30...SOMEBODY decided they needed a new bicycle...and they took mine.
so...now, I'm out a bicycle as well.
I am seriously frustrated...but the longer the day goes on, the more that frustration is directed back towards myself...yes, the thief is the wrong one here...but I was the DUMBASS that decided Kitsuki was safe...no need to lock the bike...and ya know, for nearly 2 years, that was true...apparently it's not so much true...
::sigh::
sorry folks...I'm just a raging ball of sunshine today...and I've already started drinking...I think I need to start my second beer here soon...then sometime eventually, I'll need to think about dinner...but...well...I really don't want to...maybe beer will be dinner...kinda makes me all natsukashii for Berlin...sorry...seems I get on LJ maybe once a month...just to bitch...don't mean to do that...but...well...nothing really happens...
I've been trying to get a hold of some people's new addresses...as everyone seems to be moving...I still can't seem to get Katie or Chucks...though I did try e-mailing them...doesn't seem to work?...maybe my e-mail addies are outdated too...
::sigh::
well, in other news, I'm fairly close to beating Suikoden 5...I think...and I'm enjoying it immensely. I've actually spent 100 hours on this game...not as hard to do as you might think. You get 108 characters to experiment with. It's kinda fun. Though to be honest, a LOT of them are simply not necessary, but it's amusing to take a bunch of different charas out for a spin. Which...is probably why it's taken me so long to get anywhere in this game...I play it much like I played pokemon...all those years ago...when you get a new chara, you go out and see what it can do...and you have to give it a good chance, ya know, incase they get really AWESOME when they level up, even though they suck balls at the beginning...(for the pokemon spazzes out there like me...think Magicarp...the dragon it eventually became was pretty useful, though Magicarp was the most USELESS piece of shit to ever be shat) so...I'm playin around with people...and it's takin me forever...but i'm enjoying myself, so =P
also started reading Harry Potter...on book 4, Goblet of Fire...thats the last one my school's library has...yes, my middle school library...in JAPAN has Harry Potter...in ENGLISH...hence the only reason I'm reading it...it's the only thing I've seen in English in a long time...personally...I'm not all that impressed...but it's an amusing use of time. I think I might buy the next books online, and after I finish reading them, gift them to the library...
all my happy dreams and hopes of being allowed to join the Kendo team were shot down...hard and fast...on Monday. so...I don't know how the hell I'll survive these children at Munechu...I don't hate them...but...I just really can't be around them for too long before I get pissed off
here's something that really made my day...one of the kids today noticed that I had walked to school, not ridden in on my bike, and he asked me why...so I told him my bike was stolen...and he CHEERED. the little shit said WOO HOO! YEAH! and I was like, that is NOT a WOO HOO thing you little...! and there must have been an edge to my voice or something cause he apologized right away, and i just kinda blew past him and said "good morning"...and stormed into the teachers room...yeah...wonderful day today...really...
would anyone please, seriously, consider shooting me to put me out of my misery? pretty please, with a cherry on top and EVERYTHING!
the only good thing is how kind everyone has been to me today. Like, seriously, there's nothing they can do, but everyone has been trying really hard to go out of their way to help me. Yanoto sensei took me in to the police station today to make the report, and to help if I didn't understand. And then he helped me get around to do stuff I had planned to do today on my bike...but would now be nearly impossible to get done, due to lack of a bike...so that was really nice. And then, when I got back, the baseball coach, Aibe sensei, decided he needed to take me ALL OVER the ENTIRE city to look for my bike. He seriously knows EVERYWHERE in town to hunt for bikes. Sadly however, we didn't find mine. But it definitely wasn't from lack of effort. To be perfectly honest, it was a pretty good way to spend the afternoon(I didn't have any classes). We may not have found it, but at least I FELT like I was doing...SOMETHING to try and get shit done. And apparently all the teachers have been trying to figure out if ANYONE they know has a used bike they'd be willing to sell/give to me. And yes, I am dead serious on this. I've never really had so many people I don't really know...jump in to try and help me, ya know? It's a pretty awe inspiring affect. And really confusing, cause earlier today, I was certain Japan was flippin me the bird, and now, it's like...they're all out to help me too. Maybe I've had too much alcohol on an empty stomach...that's probably it.
Right, do to that, I think I should go now. I'm not making sense, and all this typing is taking away from time I could be spending drinking...so...I'm gonna go slip off into a stupor...I think after I finish gathering some more Sunbeam orbs for Suikoden...I'll just call it a night...
right. till next...big shitty thing happens I guess...
::sigh::