full of angst and probably makes no sense
ugh! parents are sooo bloody annoying!!! and for once it wasnt MY parents that put a damper on my night with their overprotectivness!...now dont get me wrong I COMPLETELY understand that they love me (us) and that is why they do it..but I (we) are 18 years old now, we need to make our own decisions and live our own life...I DO NOT PUT MYSELF IN DANGEROUS SITUATIONS...I NEVER PUT MYSELF IN DANGEROUS SITUATIONS!!!....so anyways back story...
Awesome friend Mel turned 18 and we wanted to go to a club to celebrate since WE ALL ARE 18 NOW...so we decided on the Metro...
the Metro is a gay bar in Jacksonville...but I know of sooo many people (straight and gay) who go there and have so much fun and I would have been going with a bunch of people that I would be with the entire night...and these people dont drink ....
anyways my rents were NOT HAPPY about it but said that I could go
Mels mom thought that we would drink and/or become lesbians or something so its a no for her...
she cant go I cant go
GRRRRRRRRRRRR.....Yet again I do nothing...I do nothing even the least bit daring....
I AM SO BLOODY ANGRY!!! OH OH OH ....more angst...I find out today, a week before I graduate that I am not part of the National Honor Society or at least that I have no credit of it...yeah thats right! wasted a whole fucking year on a bullshit club that I never wanted to be in in the first place..stupid fucking pretensious bastards they are here..got my ass up at that school at 6:30 something in the morning for stupid and pointless meetings and did all my community service shit...and for what? JACK SHIT...i have a 3.6 something GPA and I have to have a 3.7something in order to graduate with honors...um my grades were really fucking good (I had a 3.8something for my year average) and did not bring it down...MABYE SOMEBODY SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME SOONER SO I DIDNT HAVE TO WASTE ALL OF THAT FUCKING TIME...and not whoops too bad...
more angst I have but no time to type
Awesome friend Mel turned 18 and we wanted to go to a club to celebrate since WE ALL ARE 18 NOW...so we decided on the Metro...
the Metro is a gay bar in Jacksonville...but I know of sooo many people (straight and gay) who go there and have so much fun and I would have been going with a bunch of people that I would be with the entire night...and these people dont drink ....
anyways my rents were NOT HAPPY about it but said that I could go
Mels mom thought that we would drink and/or become lesbians or something so its a no for her...
she cant go I cant go
GRRRRRRRRRRRR.....Yet again I do nothing...I do nothing even the least bit daring....
I AM SO BLOODY ANGRY!!! OH OH OH ....more angst...I find out today, a week before I graduate that I am not part of the National Honor Society or at least that I have no credit of it...yeah thats right! wasted a whole fucking year on a bullshit club that I never wanted to be in in the first place..stupid fucking pretensious bastards they are here..got my ass up at that school at 6:30 something in the morning for stupid and pointless meetings and did all my community service shit...and for what? JACK SHIT...i have a 3.6 something GPA and I have to have a 3.7something in order to graduate with honors...um my grades were really fucking good (I had a 3.8something for my year average) and did not bring it down...MABYE SOMEBODY SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME SOONER SO I DIDNT HAVE TO WASTE ALL OF THAT FUCKING TIME...and not whoops too bad...
more angst I have but no time to type