Up's and Down's in my World

Jan 26, 2006 14:51

Let's see, Pride Alliance is falling apart at the seams, but I refuse to give up this battle. Unlike 95% of the people involved only have their own personal issues, power, and other such bullshit in mind. The other 5 are just worried about the group itself, it's message, and it's members that are not involved in the drama. It makes me so unbelievably sick. But as I said, I'm going to fight damnit! And much like the black knight "it's just a flesh wound" doesn't even begin to cover how far I will go to see everything back to right.

Anna apparently hates me. (well i doubt she would use such a strong word but you get the idea). Yes I have been a bad friend. I talked with Keegan, he's going to call and talk with her in hopes to begin to fix this. He hasn't been in contact with her either. So I guess that means both of us are bad friends. At least I'm not alone. I want to talk with her myself to get everything straight because as much as I trust my source she is still an indirect source. I prefer hearing words from the people themselves.

Pagan coalition is growing. I've got fundraisers planned, and the officers can work in a Harmonious environment. Such a relief.

Classes shouldn't be too bad. I will be spending a lot of time in L-burg, at the school so that I can complete observational hours for my education and special ed. classes. I also have to do mentoring hours. I'll be around tomorrow to start setting up the dates. So I'll get to see some of you again. YAY!!

There is so much going on inside of me that it is hard to explain. I'm really and truly growing. and it is all because of Jason and a couple of the others here (Beth, Sarah, etc.) There is just so much that has been built between us in such a small time. I think eventually I may be able to take another step in my relationship. I really can't see myself with anyone else at this point. (Angelina Jolie not included in that statement)

Well I've got SED 104 to get too, yay notes.

I love you all so very very much
really I do
no really I'm serious!
Love,
Erica
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