Feb 04, 2005 11:14
Ya know, listening to certain songs and eating certain things brings back so many memories. It's stuff like that, I've realized I've taken for granted. Like, being able to just phone up Jess and say "You wanna go to Happy's?". The feeling is especially stronger when it gets warm out, or the sun is shining, like today. It looks so nice out, and it reminds me of Summer.
It makes me wonder about moving here. Not that I regret it or anything, but how quickly it happened. I just left everything without a trace. One day, I'm home, hanging out with Kristen, Melissa, Christi, and Mike.. the next day I'm having Alicia come pick me up with a suitcase full of clothes. I think I wanted a change of pace. I welcomed it for a while, because things in Plymouth were so bland, and dull. It was all a repetitive scheme. Wake up, go on the computer like ALL day, go to work, come home and sleep. I didn't really do much with my friends, either though.
But Summertime, so much more stuff went on. Just stupid stuff too, like mall trips and going for walks through P-Town. But, that stuff means so much to me now, and I can't just pick up a phone and do that anymore.
I barely get to see my niece, and I know she's getting bigger through pictures and phone conversations. It hurts to know that she won't know her Aunt Autumn. But, only through my voice on the other end of a wire.
I mean, I'm not depressed or sad or anything, it's just that I'm thinking about stuff.
Right now, I'm listening to Triple H's theme music, and it makes me think of staying at Uncle Jeff's, eating pizza and wings and salads from HoW, and watching wrestling with Gram Stone. Now, I have to buy my own pizza and wings.. heh. I can't even watch wrestling, because we don't have cable. My Gram's passed away now.
You know what I'm going to make sure once a month, I go to Plymouth for a weekend. I'm pretty sure work with oblige with that. They know I live far away. Jamie won't mind.
If any of you guys still live with your parents, and think it sucks, try living on your own. Paying your own bills.. it sucks really bad. Stay home, it can't be that bad.
But, on another lighter, happier note, The PSYCHOPATHIC ALL STARS TOUR is coming to The Theatre of the Living Arts in Philadelphia. We are so going, I don't even care!
I'm listening to "La Senorita".. well I was. haha. That song reminds me of when Crystal and I used to go play DDR and Russ would always pick that song.
Speaking of which, I'm glad Crystal didn't end up with him. He was a loser, but he was a fun loser sometimes. :)
Uhm, I think I've depressed and mellowed out enough. heh.