I'm Home?

Nov 20, 2004 23:54

I'm home again.

Or am I?

Everything seems so different and yet nothing is different at all. My home is still physically the same, my parents are still the same, but something is oddly different. Los Angeles seems so foreign. I am lost and confused. Though I'm home but I don't feel like I'm home. Loyola isn't my home either...where is my home? This must be that crazy feeling that other college students have told me about.

They were right. It doesn't feel the same...

I am utterly lost. What's going on? Where am I? Who am I? Why is everything so alien!?

This is beyond my comprehension...I'm scared. I was so excited about coming home. My father gave me flowers at the airport. My parents have been so sweet. I should be happy, but I'm not. Something - and I don't know what - is different.

Maybe it's me?
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