What do I want?
Angels, I have work in about 30 min, and I wanted to pass the time. So I blog.
I feel like I'm one of those hamster wheels. Going nowhere, yet feeling like I'm doing something productive. Work is the same thing every day. Take a call, take another call, sit at home, take another call... I feel like I'm getting nowhere. I never go out and do anything anymore. I'm going to try and find a better schedule that lets me have my weekend at the same time as everyone else. Until then, I'm stuck on the wheel.
Then there's the matter of love. As much as I adore M1 and love how he makes me laugh, it already feels like it's getting old. Am I getting bored with him already? Maybe the distance isn't helping, as I can only see so much of him. I do still want to go to Britain, but I'm not sure if I want to move there just yet. Maybe take a week vacation or something. I don't know.
There's a lot of things I'm not too sure about.
Oh well. Until I figure something out, I'll keep on the wheel. Just keep running to nowhere.
Loves, kisses, and jaffa cakes,
Hoshi
I feel like I'm one of those hamster wheels. Going nowhere, yet feeling like I'm doing something productive. Work is the same thing every day. Take a call, take another call, sit at home, take another call... I feel like I'm getting nowhere. I never go out and do anything anymore. I'm going to try and find a better schedule that lets me have my weekend at the same time as everyone else. Until then, I'm stuck on the wheel.
Then there's the matter of love. As much as I adore M1 and love how he makes me laugh, it already feels like it's getting old. Am I getting bored with him already? Maybe the distance isn't helping, as I can only see so much of him. I do still want to go to Britain, but I'm not sure if I want to move there just yet. Maybe take a week vacation or something. I don't know.
There's a lot of things I'm not too sure about.
Oh well. Until I figure something out, I'll keep on the wheel. Just keep running to nowhere.
Loves, kisses, and jaffa cakes,
Hoshi